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Monthly Archives: August 2015
Moods and Feelings and Still Not Growing Up.
I’m sitting here, stewing, over some stupid comments someone made a few hours ago. Like, laying in bed, running the conversation through my head over, and over, and over again. My normal MO would be to drink the feelings away. … Continue reading
It Was an Expected Weekend.
Had a BLAST with my girlfriends over the weekend, but as figured, I did drink every day. Didn’t do anything stupid, nor was it like, a 24/7 binge weekend, but that was that. Then had to drink Monday to get … Continue reading
Ugh, I Suck.
Stupid weekend. Stupid Monday. The best thing was, I managed to sleep last night from 7:30pm–6:30am. Oh, hell yes. I’m visiting friends in Wisconsin this Thursday thru Sunday. They are big drinkers. I know exactly what’s going to happen. At … Continue reading
Friday! Friday…
Good news: Still am not drinking! Bad news: Inevitable discontent and depression is still hanging around. Stupid news: I lost only one pound this week. Wat. I have to sausage myself into my swimsuit for three solid days next weekend. … Continue reading
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The Sads and the Crankies.
These are the feels I have today. I’ve been on and off medication for depression and anxiety since I was about 15 years old, so I know this is kind of “just how I am” at times. Nothing has happened … Continue reading
Restless, Bored, Discontent, et al.
So, half a pint of vodka last night. Made me cranky and tired. YAY. IT WAS SO WORTH IT. I was asleep by 9pm. Slept great, minus the last hour or so, where I had what felt like a never-ending … Continue reading
Yeah, What a Predictable Weekend.
So, I drank Saturday and Sunday. Neither day to the point of blackout/passed out drunk but still…blah. On the plus, I feel just fine today and I know I won’t drink today/tonight. Why can’t the weekends be as easy as … Continue reading
Friday (Eeeeek!)
Rambling ahead. On my way home from work I had to pick up a script from CVS, so in order to get some exercise in, I decided to get off at Granville, and walk up there, grab the script and … Continue reading
Ugh. Stock Photos.
“YEAH! I LOVE TAKING MY HEART MEDICINE! MAN, OH MAN, WHAT A DAY!”
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Dreams.
Now that I’m actually sleeping vs. passing-out most nights, while I feel much more rested in the morning and hate the world a bit less than normal, I’m dreaming quite a bit again. Overall, I’m not having the most horrible … Continue reading
Lily Quits 