Tag Archives: BrainMeats

Today.

Today I can proudly say I’m still not drinking! That. Is. Awesome. I’m so grateful. While I’m not a religious person, each night before I go to sleep I say a prayer of thanks for the will power it took … Continue reading

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How I Managed to Finally Quit.

I actually have no idea. I resigned myself to the fact that I am an alcoholic maybe 10 years ago. TEN YEARS. So for 10 years it’s always been on my mind that I was slowly killing myself and I needed … Continue reading

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Being Kind.

The thought of being kind to myself is a bit foreign to me. I always try to cheer on my loved ones and help them see the positive in various shitty situations, but I’ve always been terribly hard on myself. Not sure … Continue reading

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Wednesday, Post-Vacation

Ok, so the trip to Seattle was awwwwwesome! Was I 100% awwwwwesome with not drinking? Well, no. Am I beating myself up over it? Well, no. The first two days on the train were cake. Like, really, really easy. I … Continue reading

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Death + Depression.

I’ve been dealing with depression since I was about 14/15 years old. I’ve been on and off numerous medicines since I was 18. I’ve had plenty of good months where I felt great, but I’ve had many more months where … Continue reading

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Cranky Pat.

While I’m not a “Pat”, I am cranky. When I was a child and acting like a total jerk, I was often informed by my Irish grandparents that I was being a “Cranky Pat”. Anyway. I worked out all week. … Continue reading

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Oh, Foreigner.

I love, love, LOVE that bubbly, excited feeling you get in the middle of your chest when you hear something really, really good. There’s a part in that song “Feels Like The First Time” around the 2:38 mark where the … Continue reading

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