Author Archives: LilyQuits

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Farewell, My Dear Cheese.

So uhh yeah, it’s definitely lactose intolerance. Not that I was chugging gallons of milk a week, but it must have been the cream I put in my coffee each morning that was the culprit in causing my feeling “not … Continue reading

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Liver.

So, back in February, at the end of my ‘drinking career’ I had a fatty liver, with elevated enzymes and all of that. I walked around almost 24/7 with a dull, sometimes warm, ache on my right side. My liver … Continue reading

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Monday.

Another week + weekend of no drinking. YAY! These days weeks are no problem. But on the weekends, especially when J is at work, I start doing the “well, one drink won’t hurt me” dance. There was a brief flash … Continue reading

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Today.

Today I can proudly say I’m still not drinking! That. Is. Awesome. I’m so grateful. While I’m not a religious person, each night before I go to sleep I say a prayer of thanks for the will power it took … Continue reading

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Life.

1.5 months of ‘normalcy’. Well, almost. Interesting thing happened over Easter. I went up to my folks and had one beer with my dad in the afternoon and that was nice. With my living a state away for the past 15 … Continue reading

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Drinking Dreams.

I had a really upsetting, depressing Drinking Dream last night. In it I was at my parents’ and for whatever reason I NEEDED to get drunk, or I needed to continue to get drunk or something. I remember that deep, … Continue reading

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How I Managed to Finally Quit.

I actually have no idea. I resigned myself to the fact that I am an alcoholic maybe 10 years ago. TEN YEARS. So for 10 years it’s always been on my mind that I was slowly killing myself and I needed … Continue reading

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