It wasn’t a good weekend. I’m not perfect. But back on the horse again, right?
I just don’t know how to stop this cycle. It’s so, so tiring, and I’m so, so angry at myself that I ever let it evolve to this.
I’m beyond lucky to have a wonderful man who loves me so very much, and he deserves the best that I can be.
My thoughts are kind of muddled and not very clear right now. Blah. Too heavy of a lunch.